snow pixie & snowflakes & other seasons & Fotography

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[20 Dec 2005|01:09pm]
gone.

[19 Dec 2005|08:48pm]
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I have started reading Of Love and Other Demons for my second time, and I am still as in love with it as ever. I love books that feel as if I am listening to music or reading poetry.

It did snow and it stayed for a while, but then in the morning the rain came and it is rather dismal looking out there. I love rain but not after seeing my world all white and then waking to a wet grey world. Perhaps I will get snow in England. I know it's not a common thing, as it isn't here either, but one time I did see some snow there, in Winchester. I even took a photograph.

I have started sending out holiday cards, apologies if they are late, & much love to those that sent me some. Recieving mail makes me happy. If you want one and didn't send me your address you can email me it if you like. ( moonpetal @ gmail )

I just finished watching the 2nd half of the Pride & Prejudice miniseries for i don't even know how many times. Colin Firth is the perfect Mr. Darcy, in my opinion. I started reading it too. I'm an odd one and like reading atleast 2 or more books around the same time.

Not AT the same time of course, that would take complete talent I don't possess.
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[18 Dec 2005|01:30pm]
There is ice mixed with little baby snowflakes falling from the sky, it sounds like windchimes, and rainsticks. And looks like powdered sugar.

I want to dance in it, but my hair is wet.
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[18 Dec 2005|11:44am]
I have lost my mind and like those rating communities that choose what character you are, because they are nicer than those mean & nasty ones. I found another one today to feed my Grey's Anatomy obsession: greys_rating

Still, no snow. I dream about it, even when my dreams make me cry, there seems to be snow floating around everywhere. I dreamt of her again, she was trying to murder me, while kissing me, it was all very strange and emotional and I woke up feeling strange & terrible inside.

I need a cup of coffee, and a good book.

I have been hiding from my family as everything I say upsets my sister and so I am scared to say anything at all. I am so glad on friday I will be up away in the air and in England. Oh, England.
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[17 Dec 2005|07:05pm]
[ mood | excited ]

x. it was so cold my face felt like an icycle outside today, it made me sneeze and huddle into my scarf like a turtle. i loved soft twilight as i went home, the cloudless sky, naked & unafraid ; an open book.

I watch people everywhere I go, their manuerisms, the way they smile, the shapes and shades of their eyes, the way they walk. They fascinate me. I rarely feel as if I am one of them.

x. I bought origami squares and am using them to cut out snowflakes, but so far they just look like monsters or strange creature things. They are still fun to make though.

x. I recieved two kurt Halsey posters I ordered today, "willinly" & "records" and he sent me a third for free. He's so generous. Someday when I am published and slightly-famous I want to be as sweet and generous to people. I always though that whoever supports & loves your work is the most important to your career, no matter what you do. It makes me want to keep doing it.



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closer up versions, though i like the colors in the first better.

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x. oh! And I recieved my passport, so I am very happy. And warm, and excited. Russell & England, & castles & museums & guinness & real bad-for-you-but-so-damn-good chips, & indian curry, & samosas, and bhajis. And
I'll take a zillion photos, as usual. Of course.

x. Last night I started & finished Local Girls by Alice Hoffman. It took me 3 hours and I read in the comfort of my twinkly lights, as it makes me feel like a creature from another realm and not some random human-girl. I hadn't read a book in one sitting in ages, and it felt really right to me.

x. ps i saw many santas downtown today, atleast 70 all ho ho ho-ing as I was walking up the street, and I found out there are photos documenting it here. It was very entertaining.

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[15 Dec 2005|11:21am]
I feel strange in my own skin today. I went out yesterday, shopping, and wandered downtown in the cold. My bones ached but it kept me alert and feeling alive. An old man was playing the blues on his harmonica, and very well, and somehow that warmed me inside.

There was a boy on the bus with a pink mohawk, the tips touched the top of the bus. He was smiling a lot.

The whole world is full of twinkly holiday lights, my cat is trying to sit on my keyboard, & everyone who loves francesca lia block should join _oleander_tea. Tis lovely.

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[11 Dec 2005|09:21pm]
This is my heffelump. Russell bought him for me, and he hasn't left my bed since.

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(except when he falls off..)
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[09 Dec 2005|12:35pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I got very very cheap holiday lights, purple & gold & they make my bedroom feel like a faerie grove.
Or like I have slipped into a half-dream.

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I also got a warm fuzzy sky blue robe because it is so cold & I needed something soft & warm.

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[07 Dec 2005|09:32pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I have fallen in love with ruby red slippers from lush, which smells like kisses & roses & something sweet, it's just very sweet, not too strong, just perfect. I thought maybe the glitter would annoy me but it didn't get on me at all or on the bathtub, so I just want to go and buy 10,000 of them. Though that might be a bit crazy.

I've taken lots of baths and drank lots of tea, my sister is dragging me on a geology field trip to the beach tomorrow, she doesn't think her teacher will mind, who was my teacher ages ago. I think I will go because I need to get out and not just lay in bed all day, although it sounds tempting.

I've been reading A Series of Unfortunate Events which is addictive. I'm on book #6, and I stay up late reading it. I finished #5 when Russ was here, and would read him funny lines from it while we were curled up in bed. Lemony Snicket is my idol.

things that make me happy;

x.my butterfly baracelet Russ bought me

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x.one of the coolest shirts ever

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x.splashing in the tub

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x. having my where the wild things are t-shirt in my passport photo.
x. tea that makes me sleepy
x. making winter icons
x. hope

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This time, I am not Alice [21 Nov 2005|01:27pm]
she is more like a swan
than a human being,
powder white, skin soft
& hair like feathers, long
graceful neck, her lips
always pressed together
holding secrets inside her mouth

and she's always asking me
to dance, tango, kitten?
her voice is like a purr,
a slight whisper, i shiver,
i look away. i do not know

how to tango, i do not
know how to move her naked
hips like she does, she
glides across the floor
as if it is water, she presses
herself against me and parts my lips,

time to sleep, time for a lullaby,
lull-a-bye. her voice is
like a song, she wants to lead me to
wonderland

she is a swan siren,
she wants me to drown.
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[08 Nov 2005|04:34pm]
two months & i don't deserve you.
♥ you are the stars in my sky.
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[03 Nov 2005|01:03pm]
x. I lay in bed listening to the rain with my eyes closed. The rain soothes me, and when the wind is blowing through the leaves and water, it reminds me of the sea.

I miss the sea so much, the smell of salt, the amazing feeling of it tugging on me.

x. I signed up for Nanowrimo and if anyone wants to follow my strange story which has horrid grammar and editing errors, then strangecircus is it. I got the idea while talking to Russ, I have no idea where it came from. But atleast I have one, now.

The hardest part is not going back and editing it! But I am trying to be strong. Hee.

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The rain is elegant, beautiful. Strange.
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[31 Oct 2005|11:29pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I love carving pumpkins. I love the smell, the sound it makes when I care it, the way the inside feels, all soft and cold and I couldn't stop sniffing at it. Pumpkins smell like garden & autumn & halloween.

I carved a ghostie. I'm not the best at it but I thought it was cute.

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I like it's little tail.

We didn't get that many trick or treaters, the cutest was a 3 year old elephant, and a 6 year old faerie who said "oh, are you a faery too? I'm tinkerbelle!" I couldn't stop grinning.

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My halloween was quiet. We didn't get that many trick or treaters. I wish halloween was a week long event. And this is sort of related, someday I want to go to mexico and celebrate the day of the dead.

A day ago to get in the halloween spirit we decided (mom, dad and I) to find a scary film. We found The Silence of the lambs which isn't really scary at all, but suspensful, and one of my favorite films now as well. Jodi Foster was fantastic. I want to read the novel, now.

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[31 Oct 2005|05:37pm]
i made a spooky halloween cd, i cant remember all the tracks but
they are very fun, i promise. i zipped them up:

Nicole's spooky mix

I'd make it fancier but I'm in a rush, getting ready to pass out candy.
dressed up like a goth faerie with pastel wings (yes, I'm strange)

Happy halloween darlings!

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(yes, thats all me) ;)
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[30 Oct 2005|12:15pm]
Reccomend to me the best spooky / halloween songs
I want to put together a cd for when I'm answering the door
tomorrow night. I want to get in the halloween mood.

I love halloween.
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[27 Oct 2005|03:08pm]
This really makes me sick.

I honestly don't understand people.
Not to mention the fact that most "white" people
are mutts anyway, we all come from somewhere else,
and we all have some sort of heritage
and culture. But this is way too much.

It's one thing to want to teach your children who
they are, but that's just. It makes me want to vomit.

"But even before that, April had decided that Bakersfield was not "white" enough, so she sold her home, and hopes that she and the girls can find an all-white community in the Pacific Northwest."

If they come here I'm screaming.
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[20 Oct 2005|06:11pm]
your dreams what would they
see vivid intense colors
oceans of turquoise?

A butterfly with broken
wings, a naked woman
flesh tinted purple, her lips

Bro   
     ken
bleeding 
blue?

Would all the hues
in the universe
swirl like smoke,
tickle your half-open
eyelids?

Would all the passion
I felt envelope you,
caress you,
wrap it's legs
around you

like a sighing,
open-mouthed
lover?

Would they
carry you
     towards me?

(into me,
inside me)
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[17 Oct 2005|12:04am]
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i just want to
      be your pixie, 
                      always.
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[12 Oct 2005|12:46am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

She stole pieces from me
And fed them to the world.

She thought she was being
brilliant, she thought she was
doing them a favor

Cutting a sliver of my
privacy from my skin
and selling it off
at flea markets.

The people who bought them
either laughed, or threw
them away, but they never
saw me the same way again

Every step I took,
would be their steps, her steps,
steps with gaping holes
on my body

Anyone could hold me
by the shoulders
and peer right in.

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